HI GUYS!!!!yaaa....im update'n...just some think'n/sing'n go'n on....lol
hello there,
the angel from my nightmare,
the shadow in the background of the morgue,
the unsuspecting victim, of darkness in the valley,
we can live like jack and sally if we want,
where you can always find me,
and we'll have halloween on christmas,
and in the night, we'll wish this never ends,
we'll wish this never ends,
hello there,
and im so sorry,
i cannot sleep, i cannot dream tonight ,
i need somebody and always,
this sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime,
and as i stared i counted,
the webs from all the spiders, catching things and eating their insides,
like indecision to call you,
and hear your voice of reason,
will you come home and stop this pain tonight,
and stop this pain...
dont waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head
i feel amazingly happy, yet i feel like the 237 piece puzzle with only 235 pieces (two pieces are lost..lol)....kinda a funny feel'n...idk...God's an amazing part in my life, but i feel like im missing out on a lot of stuff,,,i wanna take full advantage of what God has given me, but i kno God's not ever gonna be finished with me....i cant wait to leave....i wanna kno what God has planned for my life..i just cant wait to start it!!!..haha..lol...it seems as if life doesnt start for me until im "free"..lol....i want out of the house soo bad...mainly b/c i wanna kno where God will take me...i feel so "constrained". but at the same time i love my life...im not a bad kid..........but i still cant wait to get out from under my parents!!!!!!..lol....after H.S...?...marines??...college.where??after college??..wat profession??....IM WAY TOO DANG PIcKY!!!!..lol
wow....such crazydayz!!!!!
everytime i think... your voice is the one that im listening to.........
i miss you
thank you
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